REALITY BITES, YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. EVEN IT’S THE OPPOSITE OF HOW YOU WANT THINGS TO HAPPEN. So, I’ll deal with it every time reality bites me? Pfff.
Do you use, FUCK? DAMN? SHIT? Or CRAP? I use crap. I use it all the time. I use fuck too, it’s worse compared to crap but when you combine it—haha it results into something FINER.
“FUCK. You’re such a crap.” See? It’s more beautiful? I can say it over and over and over. What is crap? Is it a verb? A Noun? An Adjective? What is it? It’s an adjective (on my dictionary). Let’s rephrase it.
“FUCK. You’re such a U-S-E-R.” Crap means anything you want to compare to the person you’re talking to.
Why am I like this? The most logical answer to that question is. “I’M MAD.” Some will say I’m bitter, but the question is… WHO IS NOT? Being bitter is already a universal feeling, it’s mutual. It’s a must a have, it’s in. You’re bitter to your friend, to your classmate and to someone you don’t even know. It’s doesn’t require anything. It just happens.
AT FIRST, I GOT JEALOUS BUT THEN I REALIZED SHE’S UGLY. –this line is full of bitterness. Do you agree? This is the line that started everything that’s attached to me now.
LOVE, the root of all evil. You don’t say mean things to someone just because you feel like saying it. It’s because you lost what you had. Or you lost what you WERE going to have.
I LOST MY GAME. Falling in-love is a game, you risk what you have. Then It’s either you’ll WIN or LOSE. Winning, everybody deserves to win; WHO DOESN’T? But still, we lose. I hate losing, and I know you hate losing too. Why do we have to lose, if we have the best interests at heart? Why does it have to end like this; an ending that no one deserves. I can see myself loving him with all my heart, and I know I will. Why didn’t he pick me? And he left me hanging by a thread instead? Was I too good for him? I wish that’s the reason why I’m feeling like this. I hope God knows what he’s doing. I’m hurt, so hurt. Why do we meet someone not deserving, why can’t we meet the deserving one instead? Do we have to go undergo a test just to know the good one from the rest? Hindi ba pwedeng tayo nalang ang mamili at gumawa siya ng paraan to make things work? Hindi ba pwedeng ganon nalang?
"YOU CAN’T MAKE EVERYONE LOVE YOU, BUT YOU CAN MAKE THEM FEAR YOU.” Because of this line my life’s crap.